Wtf was I thinking? Marriage is a waste of a document.

Anonymous asked:
You're gorgeous :)

Aw thanks :)

Elvis is walking around purring really loud and meowing. Like, kitty, I know you like to be vocal and all, but shut the fuck up.

May 24, 2O12

So tonight, I found out things that brought tears to my eyes. Josh’s grandma has three types of cancer and she’s back in Chemo & Radiation. I honestly miss when we were one big fucked up family. I came home and hugged my dad and said “I love you.” &+ he just said “What do you want” and wouldn’t hug me back. Instant tears. Annoying. 

Ended the night with a bang ;)

I love Joshua Willis

Fuckkkkk

Working 7 days a week at Ihop this week. Possibly permanent? 

I start working full time tomorrow at Ihop in Attleboro :)

My schedule sucks, I’m working 46 hours a week at Ihop and 5 hours at Santoro’s.. 

Monday - Thursday 3 till 10 

Friday 4 till 9

Saturday & Sunday 3 till 12

Can you say absolutely no life anymore?

Anonymous asked:
y dont you post up them bikini pics and stuff anymore? did u stop werking out or does ur man not let u

I’m fat now :P

Anonymous asked:
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  • 1. Are looks important in a relationship? Nope :)
  • 2. Are relationships ever worth it? Always <3
  • 3. Are you a virgin? Noope
  • 4. Are you in a relationship? Of course <3
  • 5. Are you in love? Soo deeply in love :)
  • 6. Are you single this year? Not one bit single <3
  • 7. Can you commit to one person? Yes ! 
  • 8. Describe your crush: My LOVE is amazing. He has big brown eyes, tan Italian skin, a big wonderful smile, he dresses like a PacSun model ;) He’s amazing 
  • 9. Describe your perfect mate: Joshua William Willis <3
  • 10. Do you believe in love at first sight? Absolutely!
  • 11. Do you ever want to get married? Of course !
  • 12. Do you forgive betrayal? mmm Depends
  • 13. Do you get jealous easily? Not anymore
  • 14. Do you have a crush on anyone? I LOVE someone
  • 15. Do you have any piercings? I have a lot of piercings !
  • 16. Do you have any tattoos? Naht yet
  • 17. Do you like kissing in public? Love it !
  • 20. Do you shower every day? Everyyyy day!
  • 21. Do you think someone has feelings for you? He loves the shit out of me
  • 22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? I know he is <3
  • 23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? I would never cheat on Joshua. Never have, and I would never even think about it. 
  • 24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? Hopefully!
  • 25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year? Yes :)
  • 26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yess !
  • 27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you? Noope
  • 28. Have you ever been cheated on? Yes
  • 29. Have you ever cheated on someone? Nope
  • 30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body? Yep! I want a boob job &+ a nose job. 
  • 31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? mhmmm
  • 32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? :) yes
  • 33. Have you ever had sex with a man? Like, every day lmao
  • 34. Have you ever had sex with a woman? Yeahh
  • 35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Every day <3
  • 36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends? My boyfriend is my best friend <3
  • 37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? LOL yep
  • 38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Joshua!
  • 39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Nope
  • 40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? Plentyyy
  • 41. Have you had sex so far this year? Lol probably more than I should 
  • 42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? Honestly, I could just lay down and make out forever. 
  • 43. How long was your longest relationship? Wow. I can’t even remember. 
  • 44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? boyfriends including Josh, I’ve had 3. girlfriends, I’ve had 3 as well
  • 45. How many people did you kiss in 2011? I don’t remember, and I don’t want to think about it. 
  • 46. How many times did you have sex last year? LOL too much to count. Thaaaat’s enough. 
  • 47. How old are you? 18 soon to be 19 <3
  • 48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? You’re loss buddyyy ;)
  • 49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? Ughhh there’s too much! I love his laugh and his smile.. I love that he wont fall asleep unless he’s holding me. 
  • 50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? No, presents do not show anything. If he showed up with something like that I’d be more disappointed than anything. 
  • 51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? There’s a few :)
  • 52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why? I’ve been thinking about it. Because he hasn’t tried talking to me lately. 
  • 53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? I can imagine that my ex is still HEATED. 
  • 54. Is there someone you will never forget? There’s a couple. 
  • 55. Share a relationship story. I have way too many, message me separately if you’d like me to share one!
  • 56. State 8 facts about your body. 1 I have a coffee-stain birth mark that reminds me of a baby’s footprint on my thigh. 2 I have a mole on my face, in between my eye brows, and it looks like a zit, but it’s not and I hate when people think it is. 3 I have freckles all over my face. 4 I don’t have a baby-toe nail. 5 I have a scar across my right knee from when I was young and cracked my knee cap in half. 6 I have a scar on my left leg, next to my knee, from when I caught on fire from a firework my dads friend lit during my birthday party one year hahah. 7 I have what is called a “hollow belly button”. 8 I am beautiful, in every single way, and if you disagree, that sucks. Cause I think everyone is beautiful. 
  • 57. Things you want to say to an ex. Well, I’d like to start a conversation with a simple, “Hey..”
  • 58. What are five ways to win your heart? Oooh I don’t knoww lmao I just like to have fun and laugh !
  • 59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!) 5’0, blonde/black/brunette hair, blue eyes
  • 60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners? Joe was 4 years older than me
  • 61. What is the first thing you notice in someone? Their eyes
  • 62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? Bubble bath, massage, bed full of rose petals, awesome sex, champagne or wine, some easy listening music and a nice finish with some hard core passing the fuck out. 
  • 63. What is your definition of “having sex”? Well when a man and a woman love each other very much… The fuck kinda question is this? Penis in the Vagina = sex
  • 64. What is your definition of cheating? Ooooh I have a lot of rules when it comes to cheating
  • 65. What is your favourite foreplay routine? okayyy this is personall ! lol; I like when Josh pushes me down and makes out with me, and then starts kissing my neck, and then kisses allllL the way down. And then we usually 69. Anddd then he goes in me. LOLOL
  • 66. What is your favourite roleplay? French maid ;)
  • 67. What is your idea of the perfect date? too much to type right now
  • 68. What is your sexual orientation? bisexual
  • 69. What turns you off? long nails !
  • 70. What turns you on? a lot.. lol
  • 71. What was your kinkiest wet dream? never had one
  • 72. What words do you like to hear during sex? “i love you”
  • 73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? Write “I love you” or “marry me?” in flower petals on my bed <3
  • 74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? I dunnoooo 
  • 75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? Ohh too much shit to type lol <3 
  • 76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? Literally, I do something sweet for Josh every day <3
  • 77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? I’d much rather date someone older than me
  • 78. What’s your dirtiest secret? It’s a secret for a reason ;)
  • 79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why? I dont remember honestly lol
  • 80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? An hour ago
  • 81. Who are five people you find attractive? Josh, Josh, Josh, Josh, Josh
  • 82. Who is the last person you hugged? Justin Goff :)
  • 83. Who was your first kiss with? Joshua Vetrano 
  • 84. Why did your last relationship fail? There were a lot of different factors. I really don’t remember it all. It’s something to move on from, not dwell on. 
  • 85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? No
  • 86. You’ll love me if… your name is Joshua William Willis ;)

Anonymous asked:
to get you to shut up probably like everything else lololol

Yeah even though he brought it up not me lol

Anonymous asked:
yeah cheaters CONDONE cheating

He hasn’t cheated on me